A couple of weeks ago, I told you about my first experiences delving into my own Akashic Records and how my Akashic Records guide told me that the next time we would speak, much more would have happened and I would have much more specific questions for him. He was correct, of course. A lot happened over the next few weeks: I heard of Slade Roberson, went through his training, and decided to become a professional intuitive in addition to being an editor. And then I became a Reiki master.

I love to revisit this journey because it’s still surprising to me and because I see how far I’ve come in a relatively short time. I share it with you because several of my clients and friends have asked how I got started, exactly how I trust my intuition, and how they can trust theirs. There are no easy answers, as every person’s journey is a little different, and I offer my story in case something in it is familiar to you, resembling your own life.

That first journey into my Akashic Records occurred on March 17, 2017. Let’s look at some things that happened over the next few days.

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19 March 2017

While [meditating] today, my thoughts turned to [a place that has] always [been] a place of peace for me. Then I heard a voice tell me that the community [of the place] has lost its spirit, and I was shown numerous examples of how that appears, plays out. Then Spirit told me to “heal [the community’s] brokenness.” I had no idea what that brokenness is, but Spirit told me I don’t need to know what it is to fix it, that as I clean the energy of objects [in a place], I can heal the energy of that place by simply letting myself be a conduit. So I did. I felt the Heaven on Earth energy filling me, and I saw myself sitting in [that place]. I simply let the healing energy run through me and radiate through [the place]. Periodically, I would be drawn to “sit” in another area of [that place], and I would do so.

Finally, I felt the flow of energy into and out of me lessen, and then it was done. I thanked the Universe for that opportunity. What an interesting thing. I don’t think I ever would have believed myself capable of such a thing, yet when essentially commanded, I did it with very little effort.

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Concerned that I’m billing for so little [as a freelance editor], though I’m working so much … I told the Universe that something has to give, because I’m not making enough money to … support my family. Spirit is trying to calm my fears, almost as if saying (I can’t tell for sure, as my worry is getting in the way) that it’s going to “break” soon—we’ll “catch a big break” or we’re going to “get a big break.”

I know that we have bills, and I’ve been following the promptings of Spirit in my business, writing, and making purchases [to support my business], yet I don’t have anything tangible yet to show for my faith. I’m worried. I understand faith is not always easy, but I would like some assurance—confirmation.

Please.

 

21 March 2017

My one follow-up post to “Be Brave” [which I was prompted by Spirit to write and post] has turned into four. …

Over the past couple of nights, I’ve dreamed of [my husband] & I creating videos for me [still only an editor], and [a colleague] has suggested it. It seems the Universe is trying to point me in that direction. I simply need to figure out what to make videos about.

 

24 March 2017

Since I first posted “Be Brave” and began writing the follow-up posts, several of the people I follow have said they have felt urged by their guides to help other people get in touch with their intuition. It seems this is the next thing humanity needs, I guess.

 

27 March 2017

Checked [Facebook] this morning, led to a [preview of a] podcast by Slade Roberson. Eyes leaked with tears simply from listening. [A lot of his story ran parallel to mine; his catalyst was a stroke, whereas mine was something that mimics brain tumors.] … Led to his website Automaticintuition.com. Overwhelming peace, some tears. This is where I’m meant to be. ([It’s] strange, feeling like this. [But] perfect.)

Reading the info introducing the training program, I’m crying. Something inside me is crying out, “Yes!” But there’s also some fear. I’ve not felt that this [using my intuition for others] was the path for me, and yet … it feels right. Peaceful. “How can I do this?” my mind asks. I’m full of doubt. “How can I afford this?” And yet, I’ve never felt this much strong certainty before. …

I keep reading, and it keeps washing over me, wave upon wave of peace, of rightness. …

I’m scared, and yet I’m certain I was supposed to [email Slade about his course]. I’m shaken, shaking. My tears are flowing. But wow. [I’m feeling] so much power.

I told [my husband] of … what I’m feeling, and he’s supportive, thought of how I can “incorporate it into my business.” … That’s the craziest and most reassuring thing so far: [My husband’s] calm acceptance [instead of his usual anxiety or a quick rejection of an idea], like when I asked him in 2009 about me working full time as a freelancer. That’s a huge confirmation for me.

 

28 March 2017

While [my husband] & I were talking last night, I was telling him about my Akashic Records reading … on the 17th. As I was telling him that my guide that night had told me I needed to work on [something] and I thought it was that I need to trust myself, it hit, [the] dawning realization, it’s owning my power, embracing my power [that I need to work on]. I had to sit in silence to embrace that realization, to verify how it resonated with my body. … There it was.

 

29 March 2017

Got up and checked email from Slade to see he would love to talk to me. I almost deleted it, thinking, There’s no way I can … But then I was reminded to not let my fear stop me from doing this: “It’s okay if you learn more and then choose not to pursue it, but don’t stop now, before you’ve even begun.”

Hmm. I wonder why I feel a block here. Money/cost is the first that keeps coming up, but is that only an excuse? I need to explore.

[Later] I realized it keeps coming to me: Own your power. Embrace your power. Step into your power. Lean into your power. So I asked to be shown what that looks like. Instead, I was filled with a certain feeling. And I was told to connect with Slade … and tell him, “Yes, I’m ready. I’m ready to reach out to people, to help people, to extend my reach.” My guides … said … they will work things out (the money issue, because, as they reminded me, they always do).

 

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On March 30, I went through an “official” attunement to my Akashic Records and met my Akashic Records guide formally.

Oh, and my guides did work out the money issue so I could afford to pay for training with Slade.

See? It’s all scary, and exciting, and you have to be willing to own your intuition, to trust yourself and the messages you get. And you can always ask for confirmation from your guides if you’re unsure. (Remember that first entry, when I asked for confirmation? It kept arriving.) Our guides are happy to give confirmation—the message coming through in several ways. (They’re probably relieved that you’re acknowledging that you’re hearing them, like on a really terrible phone connection.)

Next week, I’ll talk about the confirmations—including how my guides brought in the money for me to train with Slade.

 

Have you had any experiences similar to mine? What have you been learning? Do you feel doubt about the messages you receive? I’d love to hear from you! Maybe other readers will benefit from hearing your story. Please share if you’re comfortable doing so.

 

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