This post is the seventeenth in a series that shares my Divine team talk (conversations with and insights from my Divine team) since March 2020. (In case you missed it, you can find the first here.)

17 July 2020

Now to begin offering my services—making my love offers, as Patricia Missakian calls them—to clients. I also need to find/attract more clients. …

Make a big-picture plan/map—that should be done soon, too, I think.

I’ve really enjoyed being able to focus on only one thing at a time and only 1 or 2 business tasks per day. I’m still very tired at the end of the day, but feeling more satisfied and less hectic. I want to keep that moving forward.

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Patricia Missakian offers a … program [that I really want to participate in]. I know it would be well worth the investment, but I don’t yet have the money for it. I’ve focused on manifesting the course and/or money for it since yesterday. Today in the workshop [I’ve been participating in] call … I won [a small] course from her! I feel this is the Universe telling me I’m on the right path and it’s supporting me in my conscious, deliberate choice to not just charge the [larger, more expensive] program to my credit card, even though I could.

I’ve had so many reading/service/love offer ideas! Things are shifting well right now. I still feel that I need more consistent income, but I feel things are moving in the right direction.

18 July 2020

I keep applying to editing and writing jobs each week … but each time I receive an email saying a company has decided not to use my services, I’m happy. I mean, I still feel the bit of sadness because “Oh damn, no money opportunity there now,” but I realize that my habitual fear-based feelings of lack are causing that response. …

I still need to generate more income. Yesterday, I had all sorts of ideas, and I have started working on another offer, which I’ll make to my email subscribers probably on Monday or Tuesday. It likely won’t generate as much as I’m hoping for, but I have ideas for something after that, too …

It’s really nice to be hopeful and have ideas instead of being stuck in fear, exhaustion, and no ideas (powerlessness).

20 July 2020

Feeling close to tears off and on today, have lost my temper and yelled a lot [at the kids]. Headache today. I’m being as easy on myself as I can and reminding myself that what I’m managing to do is the best I can do. Today, I’m phonophobic. Ow.

In this state, I find it difficult to be hopeful or positive, but I’m doing the best I can. Doing my best to know that I am on the right path even if I’m choosing to not yet pay for Patricia Missakian’s [big] program, to trust my guidance in developing programs, that more clients and income are on their way. I open myself to the energy that I need to have and be in to help the people who have agreed to work with me.

28 July 2020

Dreams [were] so overwhelmingly positive last night! I did have one in which I was sad because I felt I had failed to help a certain group of people [who seemed to be dressed like Amish folks]. I was bawling, but they were very kind and gave the impression that I had helped and was helping, even though I felt a failure.[1] …

Overall, the dreams felt somewhat like soul-level work was being done. … I keep feeling like perhaps I was related to that group of conservatively dressed people and … failed them. … That part was so emotional, it felt real—including how I could barely look at them, I was so ashamed, but … they, as a group, down to the last person, extended me grace and forgiveness and said that I really had helped them, whether I believed it or not.

29 July 2020

Of all things, I’ve spent most of my allotted Miracle Morning time today making notes for next week’s blog post—urging people out of the fear and divisiveness I’ve seen all over Facebook this week. It feels like I’m back in the months leading up to Trump’s election, when I frequently felt I was being given “downloads” [from the Universe/my Divine Team] to share on social media to chill the fuck out.

This is not something I want to do, but I am apparently being compelled to do so. And so I say here “Ugh,” because I have not yet been able to complete my Miracle Morning for my own benefit, I don’t really want to be comforter to people who are caught up in fear, and I keep feeling the compulsion to keep working on that article even though I have run out of time and I have to do other things. Feels like it’s crawling under my skin or tapping me incessantly on the shoulder.

30 July 2020

I just received two donations on my website via the “Buy Me a Coffee” feature I added a couple of weeks ago. …

I’m over the moon about it!

I also had an email about a remote medical editor position. Both of these after I’ve been doing the energetic breakthrough training and further working on my Wych Elm offerings. I’m just thrilled! I need to work on my Reiki course now but can’t even think straight.

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In this set of communications, you’ll see that there wasn’t the “usual” conversation but a combination of dream communication and action. It can be hard to recognize these things as divine communication (think of them like an encouraging look from a friend when you glance their way), but I have found repeatedly over the years that when I trust these forms of communication, I learn and get as much help from them as from the overt “verbal” messages.

I have a long history of deceased friends and family visiting me in dreams, and I’ve come to realize that in these visitations, they often bring me messages and/or come to work with me on issues (perhaps as part of soul contracts) for myself or others.

A few weeks ago, in my most recent Divine Team Talk, I wrote, “More and more—and better and better—projects and clients came my way. … And reading and Reiki clients are still coming in too.” The entries above are the beginning of that—more readings for clients and a really good-paying contract job that lasted for several months. It was a lovely blend that allowed me to share my energies by interacting with just enough people (so as to avoid emotional and energetic burnout) and also allowed me much variety in my work, both of which I find incredibly fulfilling.

If you’ve been paying attention to the happenings in my Divine Team Talks, you’ll notice that what happened is the epitome of what the ever-brilliant Miki Brittenham is telling us in the September 2021 tarot forecast:

It would be best if you embraced your transformation, not fight it. Focus on what needs to move and release it. … Is it worth your pain and suffering to hold on to it? I get that it can be scary to make changes when you don’t know the outcome. But think about it this way, what if you did one thing differently and that one thing changed the whole trajectory of your life in the best way possible? You don’t have to do all the things. Pick one—one goal, one area of your life, then take a step towards it. … As you move forward this month, focus your energy on your growth and the continuation of stepping into your power. Take the time to enjoy your process as you rise from the ashes.

Note

[1] This message from the dream—that I was helping, even though I didn’t feel like it—further reinforced the idea of my 20 July journal entry, that even though I was having difficulty remaining hopeful because I couldn’t see that I was having a positive effect on/for others, I was actually helping. Essentially, the dream reinforced my trust that I was on the right path.

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