I’m writing this post after a mini-vacation to celebrate my mother’s and daughter’s birthdays. I find that vacations—even mini-vacations—are fantastic for my intuition. It’s too easy to get caught up in day-to-day life, building barriers around yourself just to make it through the day, making it more difficult to hear your inner and higher guidance. I’ve come back feeling much better and much more energized for my time off, even though it was a whirlwind! Now we have just a couple of days before my daughter starts kindergarten! We’re all excited, and also a little apprehensive, which always happens with any new (ad)venture, so I find it appropriate that this week’s post is about the excitement and apprehension that occurred when I started down the path of being a professional intuitive.

Last week, I wrote about how I was worried by business expenses and how I was led to Slade Roberson’s podcast, Shift Your Spirits, and felt called to become a professional intuitive. As promised, this week, let’s look at the confirmations I received that this was the path for me—including how my guides brought in the money for me to train with Slade.

 

30 March 2017

[Notes after my attunement to the Akashic Records:]

When I arrived in my control room [what I have since come to call the Antechamber], a man in a three-piece suit approached me, … all smiles, and gave me a hug. … This was the person I spoke with on March 17 when I did my reading, as this is the room I came to. I felt his joy at welcoming me, and I was overcome with tears. He was happy to see me so soon.

I’ve been filled with all-encompassing calm since performing the attunement … a couple of hours [ago]. …

Looking at Slade’s website again … I actually whispered, “This is where I need to be,” meaning with Slade [as my mentor]. …

My heart twinged a bit in fear [when I thought of the cost of training], but I felt an open, cheerful expansiveness: “Oh, I can do that.”

This is where I need to be.

 

31 March 2017

Dreamed last night of being led into a giant auditorium full of [people] to give a talk. The person leading me [in] hadn’t told me that she’d booked me [to speak], because she was afraid I wouldn’t do it if she gave me the chance. So I was walking in in sweatpants and a T-shirt, with messy hair. But I wasn’t nervous … and I wasn’t upset that I hadn’t had a chance to prepare, because I knew I could do it.

When I remembered this dream [this morning], it was with sudden comprehension: You can’t always be prepared, and you won’t always be, but that doesn’t mean you can’t or won’t succeed, because the Universe has always been preparing you for this, and doesn’t tell you it’s coming, because you probably would do everything to avoid that situation instead of stepping up. But you have all the tools, the experience.

So, the Universe is going to put opportunities in my path, and I will be ready, whether I initially believe I am nor not, so [I will] simply trust that I am ready, and go with it. (Respond. If someone asks, say yes if it feels right, even if I’m a little hesitant.)

My big “feels” this month … are leading me where I need to be in order to accomplish my goals. Trust the process as it unfolds.

When I asked [my guides] what I need to do today to meet my goals, it was “Trust. Keep working (on the editing projects), and trust (that everything is unfolding as it should ‘behind the scenes,’ beyond my awareness).”

When I think of the Records Room [which I went to in my attunement], I feel a certain power in my body, and I know this is the Universe showing me my power—how to know and recognize when I’m getting info from the Records.

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Two sentences that have resonated with me recently: (1) Life is inherently wise; we simply need to trust it, and (2) Life is happening for me, not to me; what person can I become to meet this challenge?

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“You’re too attached to this outcome,” I heard, referring to … building my editing business. [This was after pondering the rune readings I’d done for my business earlier that day.]

Of course I’m attached. This is the way I know, the way that has supported us for so long. I’m not “married to” the idea of being an editor, but right now, it is the means by which we live. I’m willing to do something else instead to gain our monetary support. Certain material needs must be met, but whether through [my husband’s] income, gifts, [and/or] my income from another source, I don’t really care.

[I asked my guides,] Are you trying to say I need to stop working so hard to create content for my editing [business]? “Just let it flow. Don’t try so hard. Let us, the Universe, flow through you. Surrender.” [I replied that] I need some sort of structure for reassurance and stability. What way can we do that? “Each day, prepare yourself as usual [meaning my morning routine]. Then come to us in the Hall of Records before you begin your work.” [I tell them,] Okay. I’ll do my best to remember this.

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“Stop striving. Just be. We will guide you.” –> I was just “given” [told] this [by my guides, without any prompting].

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“Just be for a while. Stop thinking about what you should or should not do. Live your life, learn. … Just be for a time, a week or two. … For two weeks, stop striving to make things happen. Simply do.” [That was another unprompted message that came through loud and clear while I was doing other things.]

 

1 April 2017

Day 1 of no striving, of simply going with the flow. …

My specific goals are not work-related. I don’t really care … what I’m doing, so long as I’m helping and what I’m doing is legal. Editing? Fine. Coaching? Sure. Readings? Groovy! So how do I ensure that I make/have the money & time … I want if I don’t know how I’m going to get it? “Leave it to us,” I heard as I wrote that question. Well, okay, then. I feel like I need a plan, though. Is that desire for a plan just conditioning? “Be clear on your goal but flexible about how you get there,” I heard in … [an] interview I watched today. I guess this counts.

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[In meditation] I arrived in the Hall of Records (… which [my guides] tell me a better name for is the Antechamber—my personal viewing room for the “city” of records). …

I sat in lotus position in the center of the antechamber and opened myself to the light above. … Suddenly, a ring of other people sitting in lotus position were with me. (I was startled, honestly.) Once I settled down from surprise, a column of light filled the circle and beamed downward through the floor. I understood that this light was entering my physical [and] energetic body, cleansing it. Of what, I’m not sure, but I think of blockages—to what? Not sure. I think this was further attunement [to the Akashic Records].

Right now, the phrase “the Ascended Masters” is repeating in my head, though I’m not sure why. The circle of souls with me—were they Ascended Masters? (Yes, I’m told.) Hmm.

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On Wikipedia’s entry for Ascended Master, I see that a … (Lord) of a “Ray” is an [Ascended Master] placed in charge of one of the Rays, [because] of “having an extraordinary natural spirit affinity for that Ray. A Ray is “a concentrated stream of spiritual energy emanating, ultimately, from the Godhead” and is the expression of “one of the 12 great God-Qualities.”

I guess I am tapping into archetypes here, because I’d never heard of this stuff before. I’d heard of the [Ascended Masters], but I had no idea [about] what/who they are, specifically, or what they do, much less about Rays.

This is [my guides’] way of confirming to me that my “understanding” when I’m opening and listening [to Spirit] is correct.

 

2 April 2017

As soon as I [settled into meditation today], I found myself in the Antechamber, the other seven(?) already seated in the ring from yesterday. I joined them, but there was no column of light today. All sat still & quiet. Finally, I asked a couple of questions. … They are not my [permanent] guides, simply temporary guides to help me prepare for this new part of my journey. …

[Last night, I was incredibly agitated and angry over all sorts of little irritants, but] I realized some of my discomfort is because of my impatience, because my time, effort, and [money] put into [my] website and [other business ventures] haven’t yet paid back my [money] or effort. But life will take care of me, as it always does.

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[A few hours later] I’m back to excitement, the ideas flowing! Yes!

 

3 April 2017

Ideas keep coming to me: for videos … for intro text … for blog & social media posts. … Crazy cool!

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[In today’s meditation], Immediately was popped into the meditation circle, and the column of light appeared. Soon, I got up and hugged it, then slipped inside it, simply experiencing it.

I felt twinges in my back. … Time [seemed] to move much more slowly than usual in this meditation. I felt like I was being further attuned to Spirit.

Fascinating.

 

4 April 2017

Felt nervous [about] being able to pay Slade if we both think I should work with him. To calm my anxiety, I followed inner guidance and focused on the feeling of ease & contentment [that would come from] having [a large amount of money] in our checking account at any moment & knowing I can simply write a check at any moment to anyone I want to work with, as well as go on a family trip whenever we like, because we live this way that we enjoy, and we bring in more money than we need to simply survive, so we thrive.

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[After my phone consultation with Slade:] Yes. Calm. Resonating. I am going to work with him. Program at my own pace, full process, yes. And I [will be able to] afford it, somehow.

 

5 April 2017

As soon as I started [meditating today], pulled to Antechamber, the circle of meditating ones [Ascended Masters], but also [some others I recognized]. All stood, joined hands in large circle, began moving widdershins around the column of light. I resisted but was rebuked slightly. … I was made to understand that we were clearing my blockages and had to do it quickly, because I’m ready to progress. We spun until the column of light became a cyclone. I felt it in my energetic body. I was told to not be afraid to speak up and speak out—after it was made clear that I need to trust the guidance I receive and not depend on others’ confirmation. It’s fine to consult others for help if I’m blocked on an issue, but trust myself to correctly interpret the information I receive. Then I was told to not be afraid to shed conventionality and to be unconventional.

Then I was told to write this down, and the meditation was over. These guides are clear, adamant, and quick. They do not allow me to get caught up in thinking and analyzing. Very interesting.

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My mind tells me I should feel guilty or nervous [about paying for this training/mentoring from Slade], yet I’m completely calm. Completely. That’s very unusual for such a large purchase for me.

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As I was walking [through the house] and thinking about how utterly calm I am about this decision, I felt an energetic burst begin in my solar plexus and shiver up my spine. It was a feeling of joy from my power center, and now I’m excited!

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[An hour and a half later, a client] texted that [an] author I recently did a super-high priority edit for LOVED my work and feels [the book] can’t go to press without me seeing it again, and [the author’s] willing to pay a premium for that. Boom! Confirmation that I’m doing the right thing.

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Just two days later when I was meditating, I encountered Metatron for the first time, which I wrote about a few weeks ago.

In only two weeks, I went from being unsatisfied by my editing work and struggling to figure out how to support our family financially again, to being told I was too tied to my idea of being an editor, to feeling the call to be an intuitive professionally, to the attunement to the Akashic Records, to having the money to pay for the training I was so worried about, to meeting Archangel Metatron. These two weeks taught me that when I let go of the outcome and focused on not striving so hard (which is what happens during a vacation), everything moved smoothly and quickly, and I began hearing the messages from Spirit more clearly.

So now, every time I find myself getting agitated because things seem too much of a struggle or like they’re moving too slowly, I try to relax and focus on just being. It can take effort to stop working so hard, because we’ve been trained to “make” things happen, but it all works better when we relax and listen to what we need to do. The Universe is taking care of us, and if we let it do so, instead of trying to force things to happen the way we think they should, things turn out far better—even if far differently—than we could have imagined.

 

 

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